HOLA!

Again, I have failed to make regular updates on this. Sigh.....I try!
I have been keeping fairly busy, believe it or not. The bank I work for has been going through some changes which means more sass from the customers, which in turn makes me want to not talk to anyone or anything once I get home.
I can't believe it is almost March! March will mark my one year here in Kansas. It's hard to go a week without thinking "wow, time seriously does fly" ...and it is so so true. It seems like a week ago that I drove my exploder out to Kansas with no real vision other than to just get the hell out of California. It wasn't until a few months ago when I actually took a step back and looked at what I was doing, and realized I wasn't taking advantage of everything this life, this world, has to offer. I know, i know...cheesy! It sounds like something that my mom or grandma has told me at some point! As with almost everything, there words of wisdom have turned out to be very true. I guess youth made me oh so very blind to the realities of such things like time, and how precious it really it is.

Have you ever thought, REALLLLLLYYY thought, about how EVERYTHING came to be? This question has been consuming most of my thoughts lately. One could say "It's God and Jesus and Christ"... but that still leaves so many questions. I could ask..well, how did they come to be?.. "Just have faith" would probably be the response. I won't settle with that, I just cant. Don't get me wrong, I am not discounting the existence of a God, in fact I am well aware that there HAS TO BE something that created this all. But if there is a God I am sure he or she would not want me (or anyone for that matter) to just blindly accept anything anyone would say. Past experiences have shown me that to have faith in anything, not just in a higher being, one must first ask questions. All of the people through history that have had a deep deep testimony of all these questions I ask have come to this knowledge by simply asking a question or two. I think if questions weren't asked we would still be running around in the dark without spears. So, this year my new years resolution is to respect time, and to ask as many questions as I want.


In other exciting news since my last update...I bought a new car! It is a 2010 Mazda 3. It is pretty spiffy. My explorer, as much as I loved her, was not going to be very safe in the winter time. The heater no longer worked, my seatbelt had broken, the windshield wipers were pretty useless...the list goes on and on. I loved my explorer...but I also love my own life..so poor dora had to go. Also, I got a sweet tattoo. It is on my right shoulder blade and is of a rad peacock feather with some paisley involved. Me and my sister both got one to commemorate our love for one another. I love my sister, she rocks.