Do you ever have one of those days where nothing good seems to ever stick to you? Like as soon as something starts looking decent, and you begin to be happy, something happens that just knocks the wind right our of your sails? Well, I am having one of those blasted days. I guess they are inevitable sometimes, but they still stink nonetheless. I suffer from a disease called " I don't think that will happen to me" and I always pay for it in the end. For example..My "check oil light" has been coming on for about a month now but I never think much of it because it always goes on and off. So, my reasoning was that I would take it in for an oil change as soon as it consistently stays on...BIG mistake. As I was driving to the gym today, (things were going great, I was sooo excited to just run away my days frustrations) when my car starts making really weird noises and smoking! I was lucky enough to not be stuck in the middle of traffic or anything and I pulled into a random parking lot. Long story short, I was on the phone for like an hour with triple A because apparently my membership had expired so I had to purchase a whole new membership! Then the tow truck finally comes and I am just pissed cause I can no longer go to the gym. (One thing I really dislike) The tow truck guy was really nice, though. He drove me home...which was surprisingly not weird at all! The conversation was mostly me asking him questions about the towing business..hahaha... it was pretty funny. I never thought I would find such a random thing so intruiging.
So, I finally get home and have to go to dinner with some friends, but by this point I wanted to just say screw it cause I had had enough crap for one day. But, me being the social butterfly that I am, decided to just go. It ended up being pointless just cause I think I said one word the whole time at dinner. Today has drained me.
I didn't get to celebrate it but today is actually a happy day for my nephew! It's his first birthday! Boy has the time flown by..it's crazy. He is the apple of my eye, I am so in love with the little kid. I had the oppurtunity to live and help my sister take care of him for the first 7 months of his life, and I am so grateful for that oppurtunity. It taught me so much about not only myself, but the responsibilites of being a mother. I will one day be a mother but living with Preston and seeing how hard it is, I see and now understand that having children is something that should only be done when you are capable of rearing that child in the best enviroment possible, with A LOT of love!
:) Anyways, I hope he had an amazing birthday!
I think I will get to bed early tonight. Maybe I just need the sleep.
So, I finally get home and have to go to dinner with some friends, but by this point I wanted to just say screw it cause I had had enough crap for one day. But, me being the social butterfly that I am, decided to just go. It ended up being pointless just cause I think I said one word the whole time at dinner. Today has drained me.
I didn't get to celebrate it but today is actually a happy day for my nephew! It's his first birthday! Boy has the time flown by..it's crazy. He is the apple of my eye, I am so in love with the little kid. I had the oppurtunity to live and help my sister take care of him for the first 7 months of his life, and I am so grateful for that oppurtunity. It taught me so much about not only myself, but the responsibilites of being a mother. I will one day be a mother but living with Preston and seeing how hard it is, I see and now understand that having children is something that should only be done when you are capable of rearing that child in the best enviroment possible, with A LOT of love!
:) Anyways, I hope he had an amazing birthday!
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