Kansas!

Greetings!

The weather has been amazing this past week! I have gotten some much needed sun..I was getting a little too pasty for my liking. Nothing of significance has been happening with me and it's bumming me out. I feel like I am just sorta going through my days just working, working out, hanging out with friends, and having a fun time. I mean, that's great and all... but I need to get back to school. I have too many goals in life to be lazy. I have decided I am going to move back to Kansas. There is too many things here in California that sadden me and I feel like Kansas will help me feel more secure in life. I have the support of my sister, friends, and my dads family. I think that would be more support than I could have if I stay trapped here in California. There is something very appealing about supporting myself and relying on no one for help financially. Kansas is awesome..I think I will be happier there.

My sister got another tattoo the other day! It is pretty cool. It is of her sons footprint, which I think is better than most tattoo's cause it actually means something to her. It's on her left shoulder/arm and is a decent size. Haha. My mom was pissed. This is my sisters 5Th tattoo and my mom has had enough! It's sorta weird to see my mom get all in a frenzy about these small insignificant matters...well, anyone for that matter. Why do people, myself included from time to time, get all worked up over such small things that really don't matter in the long run? I think we can all save our selves from a lot of stress if we we focused more on the more important things. Just something to think about.
I wish I had a better relationship with my mom. She has been around my whole life, raised me and supported me..but for some reason we but heads so much! I really don't like it. Maybe one day when I am older I will understand her a bit more, but right now it seems like something that will never happen. I will love her regardless, but that doesn't mean I have to stay around it and feel the negativity does it?